forgiven

hello,
i'm doing well. i discovered an open wifi in my apartment so i thought i would write a quick blog.

natalie and i are doing well. we are learning how to follow God while living in reality. when i say reality i mean having jobs. for so many years we were able to read and pray and worship whenever we felt like it. now with our jobs we've realized how difficult it is to find time to spend with God, mostly because when i have time i don't feel like it. its been hard but rewarding.

so many years i spent in a fantasy, it was fun but unrealistic to maintain.

this morning i also was recognizing how quickly i condemn rather than forgive yet again, even though God has shown me so much forgiveness. convicted i repented.

well, i'm still not doing much music. i've actually been enjoying focussing on family, work, & friends rather than being consumed by performing for expectance. its nice to not be a slave to my self ambition. for so long it consumed me. not any more! i'm free!

i still want to do music but its different now. my priorities are more in line with what's important. people! pray for me that it stays that way.

well, i truly hope you find the love and forgiveness of your creator today. its amazing!

chris